Smile

Been a while since I updated so I decided to add this pos I wrote a couple months ago

You remind me that I can do nothing to make myself happy

Because nothing makes me happier than seeing you smile

And I can bleed, I can sweat, I can break my back and cry and crucify myself in the name of love

And it does nothing.

I can fly, hit the moon and break it open. I can challenge god for his seat in heaven and lose my revolution and sulk in hell with satan.

And it does nothing.

I can give away my riches to the poor and raise a garden out of hope and water and save the children from the cold and hunger

And end slavery and child prosititution and sweat shops and corporate scandals and executions and abortions and war and crime and of course pollution

And it does nothing

Then a butterfly flutters, flutters and lands upon your nose

Or something tickles, tickles at the bottom of your toes

And you smile

And I'm happy

And all the sweat and death and hope and pulp I've pumped, pumped into the world is worthless

And all the mistakes my mind is chained to, memories so painful that I wish I could be dead

They're worthless

As long as your smiling, smiling. For that moment I feel peace, like everything's okay. All the suffering I've suffered and the people the world peoples...

It's worthless

Smile