1.4.10

For What It's Worth

I know I can't love you
I know I'm not supposed to care
And that's okay, I can let you go
My burning heart can cool
And mostly I'm still happy
You're over me, it's that simple
You were never under, actually
Even if once you were slightly into me
You found bigger fish to hunt
And sure it hurts my pride, I thought I was the best
And I feel every droplet of resentment trickle through me
But its waning, besides honestly I mostly feel amazing
And I'm sure someday I'll meet someone new
And this time I'll be smooth, witty and cool
And I won't say any of that stupid shit I said to you

But honestly I can't stop loving you
I'll always care
So for what it's worth, please
For me, always remember
No matter if the world's turned its back on you
And you feel lonely and unloved
One person misses you
One person woke up this morning and thought of you
One person longs to hear your voice
One person wants to know how your day went
One person would do anything for you
Even pretend he doesn't care
Just so you can let him go guilt free

And when you feel lost and worthless
Betrayed or away from your best friends
Left abandoned to yourself or plagued by pain again
Don't forget I'm here, and I still care
I give good hugs, I say nice things
And I can't stand to see you hurt
I'll ease your suffering, I'll share your joy
And even if the world won't lift a finger
Just to give you something to hold on to
Then I'll hoist the fucker on my shoulders
And carry it around with you