Been a while since I updated so I decided to add this pos I wrote a couple months ago
You remind me that I can do nothing to make myself happy
Because nothing makes me happier than seeing you smile
And I can bleed, I can sweat, I can break my back and cry and crucify myself in the name of love
And it does nothing.
I can fly, hit the moon and break it open. I can challenge god for his seat in heaven and lose my revolution and sulk in hell with satan.
And it does nothing.
I can give away my riches to the poor and raise a garden out of hope and water and save the children from the cold and hunger
And end slavery and child prosititution and sweat shops and corporate scandals and executions and abortions and war and crime and of course pollution
And it does nothing
Then a butterfly flutters, flutters and lands upon your nose
Or something tickles, tickles at the bottom of your toes
And you smile
And I'm happy
And all the sweat and death and hope and pulp I've pumped, pumped into the world is worthless
And all the mistakes my mind is chained to, memories so painful that I wish I could be dead
They're worthless
As long as your smiling, smiling. For that moment I feel peace, like everything's okay. All the suffering I've suffered and the people the world peoples...
It's worthless
Smile
