20.11.09

my poor little heart

Don't worry about me
I'm strong, I can move on
I've been through this before
I'm not afraid, not anymore
It's just my heart, my poor little heart

But I'm not afraid, not of pain
Fortunately, I can do nothing
Fortunately, I have no where to hide
So I can embrace it when it comes
Because it comes.
And I can remember I said that
Remind me I knew it would hurt
And I can repeat those words again and again
But my heart, my poor little heart
Won't listen to me, the stubborn thing
And it will pain for you

And I'm afraid of you
I trust you more than anyone
And that's barely any trust at all
And I'm so afraid of what you'll do
Do it if it suits you then do it I don't care
It's your choice to make, we all make our own mistakes
So just choose something!
Fortunately, I can do nothing
So I can embrace it when it comes
It's just my heart, my poor little heart
It won't know why you chose good bye
And it will break in two

But I'm not afraid, not anymore
Because I've done every bit of this before
Life as I knew it turned on its side
And everything around me turned into a lie
Empty illusions make up the world
I grasp at empty thoughts, empty dreams, empty girls
And if you're the same, I'll walk through the pain
And I'll be strong, I can move on
I'll embrace it when it comes!
It's just my heart, my poor little heart
Will miss you each day, and call out your name
And it will wait for you

But I'm not afraid of what you'll do
Do it,
If it suits you then do it
But I do care.
I want you, your beautiful eyes and your sweet little lips
And the kisses, all the kisses and lot's and lot's of sex
Your sharp mind, your sense of humor, your talents
And especially your flaws
I want it, but I don't need it.
It's just... you know

So don't worry about me
I'd do anything to have you
But I can do nothing
I can only embrace it when it comes
And be strong, try to move on
So just make your decision
And with your incision
Take somebody's heart